You must be kidding!

So we had what I was hoping to be our last appointment today. Ben and I went down the list of things we might hear from Dr. McFadden. Some ranging as good as " yep things are looking great so lets get you down to admitting", to " well we are still a bit off so lets induce on Tuesday (my due date)". We heard none of these. No. What we heard was that I am still at 1 to 2 and that my cervix is still quite thick. Then we heard that she felt comfortable letting me go as far as May 4th!

So I have heard that almost every women has the one appointment in one of her pregnancies in which she walks out crying. I have never had one.......

Today was that appointment for me. Here I was thinking it might very well be tomorrow that I finally get to meet my son but instead I was told I might have to wait until May 4th!!! Ben and I even went for a 2 mile walk! I could not believe it did literally nothing. I was heart broken. Does anyone have any ideas? I would love to hear them....